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Did a quick little painting in my sketchbook tonight, and looked back at what my paintings looked like a year ago, and a year before that. I don’t often think that I’ve gotten any better at making art, but looking at my older paintings, even I can see how much I’ve improved. Practice definitely makes progress.

August 29, 2022 @ 9:28PM

Happy Zeus Day!

Two years ago today, my partner and I pulled into a Dairy Queen parking lot in the middle of Alberta and laid eyes on a very energetic, very handsome one year old golden lab named Zeus.

A golden Labrador lounges on the kitchen floor, and looks to be smiling

He had been advertised at 40lbs (18kg) but it only took a glance to see that he was, in fact, much bigger. The only thought I had at first was he's too big, he's so much bigger than we thought, are we sure this is what we want?

Spoiler alert: we got used to it :)

A golden lab on a blue leash leading you down the path, with bushes and trees on the right and the ocean on the left, with mountains in the backdrop

Zeus has chewed through approximately 4,371 toys. He takes, on average, 4 walks and 8 naps a day. He is now 65lbs (29kg), healthy and happy. He is the center of attention 90% of the time, and will bark at you the other 10% (because you should be paying attention to him).

An extreme closeup of a golden Labrador's nose as his head rests on the back of the couch, eyes closed.

His bad habits are at this point, our fault (not that there are too many). There is still some work to be done, as far as learning and training. A lifetime of learning, probably. But I don't care! Today I'm just grateful for my buddy. Happy Zeus Day!

August 24, 2022

Is it too soon to start planning next year's garden? Yes, I know it's August.

August 18, 2022 @ 7:49PM

It’s really quite expensive to be into three different paint mediums at the same time, but I’m sure the people at the art supply store love me.

August 12, 2022 @ 6:19PM

Watching Gamers Game

I will sit and watch someone play Minecraft for hours at a time, instead of playing it myself. In fact, I regularly watch Minecraft videos — at least a few a day. This is absolutely baffling to some people. Even people who regularly play video games get confused. I know people who will spend hours with controller in hand, but would never think to watch someone else play the game, except to look up a cheat, or the solution to a puzzle. The concept of regularly watching someone else play a video game, instead of playing it yourself, seems foreign.

I certainly feel a little self-conscious whenever I have to explain that I spend a lot of time watching Minecraft videos, as in, videos of someone else playing Minecraft. The only time anybody else has brought this up around me was to point out that they know of kids that watch Minecraft videos. Minecraft has something of a reputation of being a children's game (it isn't) so I suppose this shouldn't be surprising. That doesn't change the embarrassment I feel, though.

On his blog, Chris Coyier mentioned watching StarCraft II videos:

I’ve played the game enough to understand how it all works — which I find to be a prerequisite to enjoying watching any game. I’ve tried watching people play games I would probably like, but have never played, and it never takes. StarCraft has loads of strategy and drama, like any good sporting event, and tends to be in small enough time increments that commitment is deliciously low. My stepdad watches a lot of professional golf on TV (and plays golf) and it’s certainly less weird than that.

I would argue that watching someone play video games is no different to watching sports of any kind, only less socially acceptable or normalized. And, Chris is exactly right: like sports, understanding the game itself is absolutely crucial.

I would rather clean a public bathroom than sit and watch a football game, because football is boring and I don't understand it (and I don't want to, despite the efforts of the straight dudes in my life). Same goes for golf, curling, or pretty much any other sport. Is this how everyone else feels about watching people play video games?

We're also talking about videos made by people who play video games and make videos about it, professionally. So it's not just about watching them play. These people have learned how to turn a video game — the very same game that you or I could play at any time, the same game that I have played a thousand times — into something truly enjoyable to watch.

It's not just someone playing Minecraft. It's practically a TV show, full of comedy or drama, with recurring characters you get excited to see in crossovers and on multiplayer servers. As a rule, the player/content creator injects the entertainment factor into the video. Without the right player to watch, I might as well just play the game myself.

July 05, 2022